Setting an example

As I watch my kids grow older and begin to understand that they will all be in school one day. I now have to decide what I would like to do at that point. I can not just sit at home while they are in school. And I will be teaching them a valuable lesson, education is important and good at any age, if I decide to go back to college.

The question is what do I do? Do I do something to just make money? Which I went to college already and tried that route. Or do I do something I really want to do? I know a few things I would really love to do. But in my mind I still feel 13 and think that I can not do it. But it is something I absolutely love doing and can imagine being happy doing it. But the pessimistic side comes out and thinks it is just a dream. But I can't tell my kids to dream and make those dreams possible without doing the same. I just realized being a parent is so hard. I don't want to be one of those parents that say "do what I say not what I do". I have to set the example.